i hate the feeling when others don't answer my calls. be it messages or calls, or because my calls and messages don't sound like they need a reply, don't seems important??? probably i shouldn't get so irritated by that. but, I'm still irritated when they don't even bored to return a call. at the point in time when things must be done within seconds, they are also reluctant to answer. not once but many times, that why i am so irritated.
went down to nks early morning to help out. hand feeding all the gulper cats. somehow it become like a performs, everyone crowd around and watching.. its rather cute but the price are very steep. due to the bann of export in brazil.
reach home late night then started having my dinner and doing water change. bath and settle down, taking my rest soon.
i guess i shouldn't be so irritated. i wrote a few lines before this but i deleted everything away because i don't know how to put it into words.
goodnights.
.. aLan nG ..