had breakfast earily in the morning with looi and jean. then went down to zoo. sales wasnt good. had lots of grouping... anna and looi had some qurrel... we just advise to tolrate, because we are closing down.. went to snap some new photos with a new snake. heard it was confisated from someone. lily was asking abt my r/s. i share with her, and she gave me some advise and help. somehow, its kinda sad, but i will endure. yuli, lily and val was grping together with me.. chatting and making all kinds of jokes.. haha.. saying me too native and pure.. duh.. haha.. they fill me up with lots of stuff..
things didnt work out well, tears just flow down my cheeks..... i'm just goin to pray even harder everyday.. loving someone so much, suffering some hardships, i will endure...
.. aLan nG ..