Saturday, October 13, 2007
Hello.
5 minutes ago, my pair of sakura ray have left my tank. Exported to farms for breeding. Well well, it turned out that I am indeed having a mixed feeling. Both happy and sad. As usual the pair have been with me since young pups, so there's feeling involve. And anyway, I'm pretty sure that I was sting by the female sakura while netting her. The pain is really...unexplainable. The posion, followed the beats of my heart. But I managed to endure it through till now, perhaps its a souvenir from her. Actually I'm quite worried weather do I need to have a injection. oh well.. I still miss them.
left male right female, pack into boxes
Anyway, now that I feel at ease, I'm going to do a proper post. I got my laptop delived back to me today morning. Everything was replaced except my keyboard. Motherboard, LCD screen, touch pad, wi-fi, speakers, ... Its looks brand new to me as they did major amendments to it. I'm a happy toad right now. HELL YEAH. No more hastening in waiting. I simply love the 3 year PICK UP AND DELIVER warrenty. Just a call and they will come down to collect my laptop and send for servicing. No hastening of finding those "ulu" service centres. Once its done, they will just deliver back to my door step. Simply perfect. oh well, my laptop have many wondeful experiences, not surprisely ending up in a swimming pool twice. Well, hardware are easily prone to wear and tear no matter how you take care of it. As long as its start running, the life spend gets lesser and slower. I have been free from all this problems with the warrenty and every term of school I always using a brand new laptop. 3 years of warrenty, just nice for my poly life. Fanastic.
goodnight=)
Sunday, October 07, 2007
For the past few days have been cracking my brains for my mother birthday present. Well, on sat went down to purchase a Genuine Rolex watch from authorised shop as a present. The share was divide evenly within father, sis and I. Rather steep priced, but still affordable. Hope she likes it, althought its not the first Rolex watch she have. =)
As for today, my 12-13inch motoro ray was sold.
Net it up with this basket.
Transfer into box. Stress colour shown
Stable and calm down
Oxygen air bubble is added and ready to export
memories. 5inch baby=)
Tigers, sakura and motoro
Finally picture of tank and motoro. Somehow I still miss it. I keep it from a baby to this adult size. From 5inch to 13inch. Its the first ray I got. Well, its time for me to let go. Reason being, this fellow have outgrown my tank and it would be very curel for me to continue keeping it. Rather I should export out to others as they have farms and more room breeding them.
Saturday, October 06, 2007
Oh wells... Nothing interesting happen lately. Basically just gym work-outs, swimming... Its partially due to the fact that I insist to remain to believe in reality instead of happy to short live some joy in dreams. Thoughts flooded my mind, as my mind went blanked every now and then. What I does was to constantly reply to every pop out bubble. Tons and tons of reasons can be reply to every bubble, however I counld'nt think of strong answers to reply. Perhaps speaking is always much easier compared to action, I guess. Always link and cover me with blames and sights without understanding the suitation. By throwing blames on others really helps others to improve? Is it how every human thinks? Or is it the aggregate of features and traits that form the individual nature of the person? There seems to be lots of wonders in this whole which can't be solved.
The craziest of the dreams I always recollect is of “Myself flying”.
I had this dream a couple of times…
I interpret this dream as my urge to belive in breaking the barriers and thinking that nothing is impossible. The various situations in which I was helping out people relate to my instinct to stand by people who are in need. Suffered more yet I'm always willing to forgive and ready to love again but oh well... And stop ripping off. Its hellish horrible.
I always keep this in mind. Perhaps everyone..
“To dream anything that you want to dream, that is the beauty of the human mind. To do anything that you want to do, that is the strength of the human will. To trust yourself, to test your limits, that is the courage to succeed.”– Bernard Edmonds
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
I respect her right now. Probably I had underestimate her in the past. From comments to battles. Its just her charater, and there no reason why should I make a fuss out. She's able to perform well at every angle. I guess that's the main reason why her parents dote her most in compareing with her sister. She is able to squesse throught a red light despite parents forbid her to do so. Tumbs Up for the courageous.
Well, long ago I had foresee such mishap to happen. I gave countless advise, but even much efforts spend, it's just more nuisance than pleasure. After telling, she still continue her own simple minded thinking. Despite showing of deliberate disregard, I still insist myself to give her advise. Everything also have to depend on others, why cant you make your own stand? You are old enough to thinking for yourself. If its right just go ahead why worry so much? If there is a need to worry so much, there wont be business men/women surviving in this complex profound market. With risk involve they still able to success. Take a step further, isnt it better to make a move than rot in place? Giving others a chance discriminate you. If I would'nt have place myself in your shoes, how am i suppose to give you advise. Think twice before you insult me. Human being are always so reluctant to take advise, they really have to experience it then they know its pain. Maybe I appear not to be as mature and younger than you, to belive my words. Excuse me, you are mature and older, why cant you think? Disappointment. End up there wasnt even a greeting "Thanks". Sum up, its still my fault isn't it? I was reply with NEGITIVE comments, blame, was that I wish for? I felt so lousy. LOUSY!!!!
@#$%^&! If you would have listen to my advise, you would be free from all this nonsense right now. My faults, I said too much. I shall learn from mistake and shall not show gratitude anymore.
Well i will get over it soon. No worries, not going to let such stuff effect me. Anyway its not my business why should I care? Just basically comfort when she needs and that all I need to do. Simple! I admit its cruel but you lead me to it.
goodnight
.. aLan nG ..