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Saturday, April 28, 2007

alright.. some matters really boils up my blood. i really have idea no where can i start from.. its really pissing me off..

father went overseas. of cause mother and sister became some wild monkey and started shopping, as if there is crazy sales everyday. let me get deep into each of their profiles. sister being very hopeless, starting from 0level, pressing her older sis to help her do notes. i guess this is due her parents dont know how to teach their own younger daughter. anything that goes wrong will blame on older daughter. while spending hell times teaching the younger sis, younger sis still continue taking her own sweet time to enjoy. and this happens just before 0level. being the father or mother of this family always embarrass the older daughter infront of younger daughter. of cause the older sis felt abashed at the extravagant praise. this lead the younger sis became bold, rude and certainly SELFISH. i felt so SAD for the parents. does not even know how to be parents. as for meals, younger sis always go for expensive meals. as usual bank is always dried up. then always ask her friends to treat her and stuff. spend all her money right after she got her pay. i see her being very USELESS. even for her own parents birthday present, older sis always fork out the money for it. younger sis always say will return, but yet, she herself spend all her money just dont wan to return to older sis. SELFISH? and parents always side the younger sis. let see next time younger sis want to owe funeral money? .

being mother, no self control of spending. just know how to keep spending on books, bags, ............ father always nag but she find her ways to spend. and of cause always with the younger sis. parents always dote on the younger sis. no matter right or wrong, punishment and harsh treatment always direct to older sis. treating her in harsh manners. its being very cruel and austere. mother always complain no $ but guess what? dont have self control on spending. spend on jeans and shopping right after she got her salary. of cause how to give pocket money? still have the cheeks to complain " you think i am ATM!" even for studies, older sis have to treat it as a loan from her parents. all the money borrowed need to be return once she start working. everyday will nag and shout at older sis. how to study? end up she goes out to study, mother always shout at older sis, saying you think this house a a hotel? now that both parents can see it to sight, threaten to withdraw her from her current SIM. chinese new year, direct open red packet and take out the money. for what? to return for the loan. i think its being too much.. as for father, very violent and vulgar. craziness. always think of respect, but they themselves dont show any respect to older sis. father mother always helping each other, but in the end also have problems themselves. narrow minded. always threaten older daughter. always say, keeping older daughter very waste of money. should not have give birth to her. being useless in the family. i only can conclude that both parents are fucking sick and being very unreasonable cruel!!! in front of grandmother( mother's mother) always siding her husband saying he is very good to daughter and stuff. even the older generation is able to see whats going on. mother still blame on grandmother last time dont dote her, spend money on his brothers on studies. mother always complain father side being very useless, borrowing money and stuff. they themselves dont even do a self reflect. mother still have the skin to teach her friend how to teach their child. quoted from her" sometimes you have to act poor thing cry and sob so that your child will listen to you. child heart will soft and give in to you" my goodness, she really is insane. i seriously think that both parents need to attend counseling. as for younger sis, from my point of view, she is nothing but useless.. i have to admit, MY sister is much much better than her. no point threatening older sis, what she speak out are all true solid reasons. but her parents always dont wanna lose face, anyhow create stories to cover up.

i think most likely they need some counseling. . anyones that knows me, you treat me well, i will treat u very well, but if you dare to back stab, find troubles, i will be sure to skin you a life.

if problem still carries on, i guess i really need to do something about it. i mean serious matters.

stuck on you 12:02:00 AM

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

waited home for my notebook arrival. so happend that i receive wrong notebook, immediaty call HP to clarify.. after 15 mins the delivery man, return and do a exchange and apologised. headed down to linn place to have lunch and send my N73 for change of housing. got a small little little scatch at the side of the front white housing and i got so irritated. just couldnt stand it, as this hp is a gift from linn. processing takes 4 hours, so i return back to linn house to rest.

got back at woodland nokia care centre by 5 plus to get my n73 back. of cause there is a price i need to pay for the front housing... but linn was so fast and cleared the bill. touching huh? she didnt wan me to see the receipe, but i guess the price shouldnt be cheap as its orginal from nokia. haha.. after which headed i headed back home, while linn headed down to orchard to meet her mum.

suddenly this thinking hit me.. if someone heart is black, cover within the body, wont be able to express out, unless u can read from her mind. so no matter what there will be a fall, and once u stand up again, i guess the answer is right in front of you. appearance wise, please do not criticizes others when you are being jealous. at least she is much better than you. you can lure guys and make use of them, spending their $$. give them a hope into r/s but you agree just because you think that he is useful. one after another, they fall and rise. you changed them like as though changing your tops. but seriously does your repuation cost so little? I am very sure you are very clever in your studies and mindset, if not why you are able to squeeze dry every guy can got near you? i guess you are someone who give every guys who are interested in you a chance into r/s, but what i guess to turn out will be, the guy that is able to last you with more $$ wins this r/s? in the r/s, you will even have more chance to squeeze dry him, till he suffocated.. then start another relationship with another guy. own family younger brother, die die press him to boy school, just because you dont want your brother to get cheated by other girls. i guess you are very useless. you really diguested me when i see the whole picture of you..

next few weeks, pair of captive breed pearl ray touching down.. just got the price list, around 5k per pair.. no shipment for marble motoro and PDR.. i am urgently waiting.. =)

stuck on you 11:12:00 PM

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

er..rr where do i start from?? haha.. sorrry.. its been donkey days i haven been blogging.. give me some time to recall back those days..

hmm... early morning, walk out to get breakfast and waited for linn arrival. while eating, we watch a ghost movie brought by linn.. then sleep rest... went down to junction 8 to get necklance.. i saw the claw machine( clip clip machine) maxi claw, spend some $. kinda wasting of $ but i just cant resist it.. shop around, and headed home..

dinner time, mother was very nice and cook delicious food.. errr.. through out this holiday, i think i put in more fats than muscles... ~.~ still maintain my workouts, but the food just..... haha.. i need to do something about it soon, before i cant fit into my tops.

got a deal to handle around 10.40pm to collect motoro ray and albino birchir. uncle drive me there and i do the collection.. had some troubles packing the ray, but after all managed to bring it back. uncle saw the ray and got interested, so he took home to keep. the spots are densely and even. the seller was kind and nice to give me a good price. hundred plus, so i guess its rather a good catch, further more it happen to be a female. uncle brought his 7inch L27c goldline to trade in. haha.. left it in my 4 feet tank.

arghh... my current 9 inch L27c goldline pleco still very shy.. i really have no idea when can i start grooming it.. international competition is round the conner and this fellow still being shy..if this fellow still like this, most probably letting go this fellow..

still waiting for my marble motoro shipment to come.. last shipment all up lorry, so i guess if the next shipment comes, the price will be slightly steep. already prepare the cash, once touch down, pack and go.. =)

i send my notebook and N73 for servicing before school starts in a week time. i just call HP, they send people down to collect my notebook and send for servicing.. once done, it will be delivery back to my place.. good service huh? haha.. what for buying those low services notebook? the service centre is always build in industries places. when you faced problem with your notebook, by then u will cry by looking for the service centre. upon collection also have to self collect. i see no point unless i am a businessman and i really in need of such kind of notebook. if not just being a student in poly, it provides good services and good priceing. so i face no problems went my notebook go nuts. just give a ring and wait for a few days. my notebook is back and function back to normal.

alright.. dosing off .. nights.

yangg

stuck on you 12:54:00 AM