Thursday, November 30, 2006
early morning woke up by morning call. my friends are still sleeping even thought there is morning call. in the end almost late.. terrible.. hahaa.. vollayball training was alright. headed off for CATS.
when a living thing is dead, spritual left or heart and brain stop?
when a living thing is injuried, spritual receive the pain?
when a chicken is kill, its demand is its meat, but are we hurting the spritual?
when the government make a ban for something, eg drugs. isit causing more black market due to the good profits? people take high risk, even for life to bring over. if the government openly sells drugs, people who wants just need to clinic to get, and is so cheap and clean. by then will there be black market? policemen wont need to be busy catching people who take drugs, they able to concertrate on other stuff. ideal? by then people wont have chances bringing in drugs, because firstly its cheaper to get from the government.
so bored then i started thinking..
i hardly feel hungry until my stomach is disturbing me, because the pain i receive is real painful.
went over to lin's place after lessons. dish up a bee hoon for my lunch. i have to admit its real tasty. is filling and healthy and tasty. sounds nice huh? haha.. only my lin's knows how to cook.. =) took some rest and went down to nks.
meet some bro's over there. today its the first day benching in the plecos for competition. carry over pails of water, luckly bro yong hua came to drive me there.. thanks.. tomorrow judgeing day.. i rushing down after school.. dozing off le.. good nights..
~missing Lin~
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
after dinner and bath.. just settle down before starting my works. i skip the first lecture starting of the day, instead at resting at home staring into the thin air.. i have no idea what is the lecturer is teaching. cheryl left home late and as usual, taxi taxi! haha.. she drop my place and ask me to hop in. i was nice enough to chip in the fare. =) phew.. got in time for the following lecture. lecturer go through, while we sit and press the calculate. time past. had 2 hrs break, spend an hr for dinning and another hr for study. next lecture, maths. attended. haha.. following lecture i only attended for an hr instead of 2. hahaa... gave some excuses, then the lecturer said " actually i also have something on." lolz.. i quickly left before he changes his mind..
tomorrow, sport and wellness and creative..... aka CATS. have to wake myself up early in the morning again. lucky i have morning calls. =) vollyball!!
i end around 12pm.
pleco competition!!! anxious....
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
tired day.. managed to complete my maths quiz in the time given.. phew.. mugging here and there... exhuasted. today was told to stay back for some nonsense briefing, return home later as compared to normal days. pleco competition is coming in 2 days.. excitedd..
woahh...tonight, the return of baby.. ~missing her~
Sunday, November 26, 2006
missing.. was touch by her last early call, before she left overseas. beautiful memories just keep sliding through my mind. life is empty without you around.. those feeling are hard to control. images and voice, just keep missing.. praying hard for her sound and safe return.
~missing you~
Saturday, November 25, 2006
woah.. when down to fish room yesthday.. its been the first time i been although its just a few stops from my place. actually i went down to nks to meet bro yong hua, the boss of nks drive us down to fish room. food and drink were fanstic. the surrounding was ....... really a place for fish lovers to hang out. champion extoic fish, posters....with music, pool table, huge flat screen tv. oh my... i wish is was my house. i had a recomantion fish and chips. the fillet is coated with cheese, with chips.. drink i order mix berries. delicious!! side order, soft shell crabs, squids rings. taste real nice.. there have a gathering of arofantics members, thus the place was floated.. have meeting about the next week 1st pleco competition in singapore poly. i took part, sending in my L27C 10 inch goldline, panaque cart. i was glue to the sit enjoying the surrounding... left aorund 11 plus and headed home..
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
there is a limit for everyone. in times to come everything will just come to an end with msg. family bonding is so strong, even calls have to be so sercretive. cant even call? somehow its torturing without calls, meet up and etc. if possible also have to be sercretive. decision cant even be firm.. hias... probably the outcome will be the same.
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
everything is hairwire.. totaly from different world., its kinda late to realise the huge gap, but seems like there should be an end.
hias... my beauty male altum pass away... its too late to be cure. i really have to be strong and pick up.
Monday, November 20, 2006
its a sarrow. whatever build can just disappear like no one business within a day. no efforts are shown, basicaly just typing. i didnt treat it as easy as you. no reply means fullstop? well i guess u eyeing for it. probably i just meant, worth typing from you. why cant even press the buttons? if it appears to be another way round, i would appear at your doorstep to clarify and make sure dail your numbers till flat. seems like i did the correct move. everything have surface. you can treat it as nothing happen before in just a day, probably just a few msg to confirm, yes? Well done, i guess you are more experiences, i have no way to win. you can be just staying happily. given in everything yet.... i am left with nothing but pain. endureing, to climb up my own. u are clever and doing a safe way. now u have no burden. i really admire you, giving me those chances to prove myself stupid. what is expected of me, is now nothing. i really appricate everything. i really shouldnt did everything to show. i have to clean up the mess now, by my own with no prepare... its a sudden. thanks for it. tears flow down helplessly. dont worry, i wont spoil your Reputation.
Sunday, November 19, 2006
its didnt turn out happiness, instead its really a killing.. i admit its really crazy. everyones is pressing you down. there is even serious problem moving in any direction.. i hate it. I HATE IT!!!! it always come in extreme ends. probably its really a give and take. behind happiness, there is always pain. depend on the amount of happiness received, there will be equal amount of pain in return. i really cannot procastinate what is happening next. There is never fair in life.
Sunday, November 12, 2006
yawns... woke up early in the morning, had breakfast with family. headed down grandmum place. my uncle brought me to qian hu to look around. there is new shipment of plecos and rays. hmmm.. uncle eyed for goldline and one small xanto caught my eye. uncle brought goldline for himself and xanto for me. =) sold off my eheim pro3. make slightly a loss. =/
starting studies....
Saturday, November 11, 2006
its been one week, i haven blog.. my apologises. a sigh of relief. test around round the corner, and i have no prepare for them. mugging here and there. maybe i am still in my holiday mood...
there have been lots of stuff happening on. meet up, well, everything went smooth... need lots of adjustment.. can't imagine without you. i will start hunting you down. make sure, you wont get any hurts.
haven been popping by LFS. my kaki are also busy with studies and work. well i think i have to start reading through my lecture notes. today, sat, managed to drop by nks, even thought its raining cats and dogs. hand up my pleco competion form. brought a few bogwood to landscape my 4 footer. cost me another hundred plus.. got myself a new collection, L047 mango.. left and headed home..
mugging time..=)
Saturday, November 04, 2006
thursady, after school went over to c328 to look out for baby altums. but sad to say, i didnt managed to see any in the tanks. went over to nks. saw a champion 14inch L25. but was reserved by someone. shipment from columbia, is expected to arrival in airport, 6pm. shipment list consist of altums, rays, plecos. due to the delay at frankfurt, was worrying to see death rates. meet bro distured at nks. malcom(boss of nks) drive us to the farm. reach there around 7plus. got a call from his worker, jordan, saying there is a further delay. shipment came to the farm around 9plus. a few rays lover already reach by then. know a few of them, rather nice people. busy unplacking the LS,(lifestock). then start to accamlizing the LS. pics uploaded. busy help out the boss, reach home around 12. very wonderful experiences.=)
sad to say... death rates. =(
altums... and plecos.. hias...
marble motoro
my favourte one. short tail and full chain
sakura ray.
into the FGT
hybird PDR
hybird motoro
marble motoro into the FGT
otco
12inch LDA33 xingu platium
package.
1st nov, after school, went straight home, to celebrate mother's birthday. went out to have family dinner.. pics upps...
my baby altum. =)
.. aLan nG ..